Sunday, October 29, 2006

my favorite season...

October is my favorite month for many reasons, some of which are " shareable"....these pics are inside my apartment complex.

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Looking back in anger..

It is 2:45 am in the morning and I just came back from freinds to this empty - lonley apartment. Night is cold and I can not slep. My my mind is drifting away to my last attempt of achieveing socio-emotional nirvana.

Why the hell that did not work? That was my best shot? I will never be able to do anything like that for the rest of my life? That was so pure and so ideologcial. It should have worked by all means.....

Whom and what is to blame or is there a need for it? Will blaming someone take the pain away?

Its going to be a long night...

Saturday, October 21, 2006



Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Fail like a man...

Ever wonder why there is a part in everyone of us that wants to “FAIL LIKE A MAN” in everything we do or undertake?

I have been doing some analysis and came to the conclusion that it has nothing to do with mind but everything to do with our hearts. One heart break and your life span is shortened by quite a good percentage – second heartbreak and you wonder what hope is keeping you alive?

Why are you alive? What the hell you think you are; and what hopes you have which forces you to get up and go to work every f**** day?

What for? Why not “fail like a man” and get it over with?

Monday, October 16, 2006

the girl in the cafe !

Saw this flm by David Yates on fighting World Poverty. Good work.

" Every generation has the power to be great - you can be that generation" .
- Nelson Mandela

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Its another day for you and me in paradise !

The heaviest burden a father can carry - Corp of his dead child.

While this was going on we in another parts of the same room (World) had sex to produce a child, went out on a date, impressed others about our humanity, made money in stock market, told lies and truths, dreamt big and small, taught our children how to brush teeth and how to drive a car, shared stories, laughed at jokes, attended Church, Mosque, Temple and Synagogue. We prayed for a better future for our kids...

The caravan of happiness moved on except for this Iraqi father who will never be the same again.

Ashamed? .... We must be!

Monday, October 02, 2006

Koi na sang mre ....

Utna hi upkaar samajh koi
jitna saath nibha de
Janam maran ka mel hai sapna
ye sapna bisra de
Koi na Sang mre .....

Man re tu kahe na dheer dhare
Woh nirmohi moh na jaane
jina ka moh kare ...!!! - Sahir